Saturday, July 26, 2008

Mu shue is at peace

Mu shue pooh king cat was berryed yesterday at Pine Ridge pet cemarty in deadham, Ma in lot 207c seems like an apt number condering he spent most of his life in apts. the poams that were sent or posted in mu shue memory. It was a small sevice my family and me. I placed the most beafual bookay of oronge flowers on his gave and told him they were from me. Then I placed a bookay of Pink and white Lillys and purple iris from his sisters and told him they were from Lilly Lu and Iris too. I placed the pomas in the gave so he rember the words always. I did not want to see his body at all. That not how i wanted to rember my sweet boy. As the sick skinny cat he became I want to rember him at the Boy who was full of life and give me the best gift in the world him self.

Mu shue vet bills were in the thousnads and not payed off. Also his final resting spot is not cheep. If would like to help us in memory of Mu shue please hit are pay pal button. Every dollar helps us out!!

Mu shue was they type of cat who would like to help others. He was the creater of the Hug-a-nother-cat-day there for we ask that you can also donate to the amamal rescusce leage of ma Or the winn feinle foundation

please let us know if you doated to eather as I like to thank you all for rembering my king He reunighted with his beloved Kayla yesterday after getting his flowers I saw two bule birds fly strait up. I knew mu shue had found Kayla.

the frist time i saw mu shue it was raining so hard I was sokeing wet. So wet i had to ring out my cloths. I saw him under the stairs of my nabiors apt and i said Cat you must be the smarted cat in the whole wide world here i am sokeing we and your dry as a bone. about 30 min after mu shue death it started to rain but any time I have to get out of my car it would light up so i was not to get sokeing wet. Yesterday the day mu shue was put to rest was the most pefect day a day just like mu shue would have loved I could almost seem him on his harness out side in the grass rolling around or on my parents porch or his patio just hanging out. I knew Mu shue had made his own day. I know mu shue is watching out for us. Or heart are heavy right now. Lilly is not the same cat she was a few days ago and iris yowal has truned more into a cry i never heard her make before she stoped pounceing on Lilly Lu and stoped playing with her toys and now just seems sad she sit on the couch were mu shue and i spent meany times toghter. But will not touch his pong chair. I know there griving too they both seem so loney and lost with out mu shue.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My final Gift to a King a hero

Mu shue has made it to pine ridge. I was just looking at his picuter when i got the phone call. I like to invite anyone who would like to come to help us say good bye to a king cat a hero, best freind and brother. He will be put to rest on Firday at one pm this is my final gift to him. I promiced him when i took him in he never want any thing and i tryed to give him to world in return he gave me so much more. I knew he was hanging on for me in the end and he need me to say good bye. This has got to been the hardest thing i ever done. I loved him so much. If you like to come please email me at also memorys of mu shue will be read out loud so if you like soemthing to be read at his sevrce please let me know.


We ask that you hit are doation button as mu shue medical expences were in the thousounds and not payed off.

Mu shue was the type of cat who would want to help other even in our time of need doations can be given in memory Of Mu shue to amiamal resusue leage of Boston Ma, Feline Winn foundation

Thank you for loveing my King Cat he will never beforgoten

PMy lap is too too empty, and cold
the soft resting head no longer there to warm it
.No comfort to be found,
no furry body to strokemy quiet companion gone....
My heart is broken, there are no other words to write it - this empty ache,
this spaceyou filled, loving always, never judging...
My friend has left, and my hands, arms, all helpless to stop it.
Mu shue, fly free, where the fields are greenand filled with friends gone before.
I willcarry you always, your pawprints ever beating,running
joyously to greet me whenever I calland memory stirs in my heart...


Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Rainbow bridge

Mu shue winnford Pooh King cat spetmber 27, 1992- Juily 22, 2008 Thank You for being my best freind in the world rest in peace. Fly to Kayla I see you when i get there

They say memories are goldenwell maybe that is true
.I never wanted memories,I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you,a million times
I cried.If love alone could have saved youy you never would have died.In life I
loved you dearly,In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a placeno one could ever fill
If tears could build a stairwayand heartache make a lane,
I'd walk the path to heavenand bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken,and nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,the chain will link again.
Author unknown

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i feel like were riding a rooler coaster

Monday and tuseday were great days for mu shue he was play ful and just happy to be around us I was on the computer on the couch and he hoped up to just sit with me he went to his grizzy were he spent lots of time and then time on his pong chair I gave him he medison but he seemed less hurgry i did not think much about it. I Just I feed him in the morning. I got up at 1 to feed the twins he followed me. Around 3am I heard him vomiting and i jumped up and found that the was vomit in the bed he preced to vomit and then have dreeia and his vomit smelled just like dreera. He wanted nothing to do with us in the morning he seemed so sick I called dr c we made argements he started to prek up again took his medison and no more vomting by afternoon he was so fine eating and drinking again. I called Dr C and she said she was stumped. And if this were her cat she feel confilted too. she said during these episodes that he felt nuaus and probely no pain. This morning he pushed Iris off his pong chair and Lilly lu out of a sun spot. And looked at me both time as to precame his victory. I waiting for the Great dr c to tell me if there is any hope left she also said his intincess have goten relly thick so he peobely digesting food very slowly

Monday, July 14, 2008

mu shue update

I am so conflited

Mu shue vomited twice yesterday and had a huge stool a little soft but still well fromed just big. Alll he thinks about is cuddling and eating but i worrie he not digesting i feel so conflted about everything. I dont know what right and whats wrong any more. I keeped being told listen to your heart but it seems each time my heart tells me something Mu shue acts like all he wants is me and i change my mind. The great Dr C comes back today. Is he slideing I dont know. Are bond of love is huge he is a real hero and I need to do right by him. I just wonder if i am.


Saturday, July 12, 2008

mu shue today

The Great Dr C called and wanted an update after the great dr B told her I could not do it. She feels Mu shue has been over medicade he was very very axixious and was like he could not rest. She feels we can try the pred and cut the rest for right and keep the pecid. Also we will keep him on an all can food deit. He vomited last night but it was so small almost like drool. he eaten a can and 1/2 and keeped it down today. we are going to take it one day at a time. She said listen to your heart you heart will tell you. No buddy know how long he has left. I have meds till Tuseday. But if need be I get more


Friday, July 11, 2008

This man cat still got fight

I woke up this morning all ready to send mu shue to Kayla. I had said my goodbyes last night and made my peace with what would take place. I walk up to the most bootfal purring I ever heard cuddled with me was mu shue. I said Mu shue I love you so much Today I set you free to be with your sole mate. I got up expecting him to just lay there he followed me to the eating room and begged for food. How could I say No? I feed him a whole can of food that he gladly gobbled down and begged for seconds. his I dont feel good face gone. Replaced by a bight eyed fluffy tailed mu shue. He then started to gromm him self I not seen him do this in a few weeks. Next he then went over and found a broken hair eleastic and started to play with it. I keeped going back and fouth on what to do. I said to him Mu shue your going to see Kayla and he bit me. I was sure I was loseing my mind. I then desied to go to the vet and do it as i did not want him to suffer. he proced to bit the vet as she tryed to get the cathere in him. She looked at me and said for a dyeing cat he sure has alot of spunk. She left me alone to say my good bye. He climbed out of my arms and started knocking off the trash can lid and rolling all over the floor. He just looked good. Bettter then I seen him in Mouths. His eye stoped leaking completly today and there open and he just wants to be around me. I know the time is comming but another cat owner told me if you have any dount don't do it. I had dought. Mu shue had dought He came home was happy to be home ate a hole half of can of food currled up on his pong chair like nothign had happened. I am sorry I such a wimp but How could I not get those last few good days with him. I gave him 12 years How could i not give him a few more days????

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

saying goodbye

I was hoping for monday when the great Dr C came back but I don't think he can go that long. He been relly vomting and this morning I saw him vomit water. Everday since I had him after he was nutered he sleep on my bed last night he did not. I know it time. I hate to do this but i know in my heart it the right thing to do

mu shue came into my life 12 years ago when I was the most depressed I had ever been. I relly need something to give me love. Now 12 year latter things have changed. Mu shue stayed to make sure the twins were okay and he had a Job to do save Lilly and Iris from the fire. After he did his job he never been okay. I tryed my very hared to save him for me but now I have to say good bye for him. He a true hero in every sence of the word.

I am trying to get hold of Pine Ridge cemtery to get Mu shue a spot. This is the very place that has a shelter on the property that i found Lilly Lu. I been very attached to it.

Mu shue vet bills have been in the thousnds and a spot is not cheep. I like to thank each and every cat who purred and prayed for him.

Mu shue is going to be renuted with his sole mate Kayla.

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...Will not you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've wonAnd with this vow,
Forever has now begun...Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you..This I promise you..

Monday, July 07, 2008

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Dr C the great 3 more day

The Great Dr C talked to mamma on the phone she was furry worred about me and Lilly becuse Lilly is a water foution a-holic and she doing her buzzeness out side the box again. So came to see maam and took us for some test. I rolled around and showed her my manly belly and told her she could not sit on my pong chair and auto-men even if she is the world best vet. She then took us back to tufts I came back wiff new meds and i strating my chemo again once it componded. Lilly Callium was dubble so she started her on predzion. Mama haveing a c-cention on the 4th she cant wait